October 5, 2007
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WHAT’S GOING ON-n. . .
In the scheme of life I could answer that question, everything and then again nothing. On some level I have come to place everything in nothing. No, I’m not losing my mind but reclaiming it.I recognize in me a pattern You may share. I am going along great, feeling smooth and at peace, then I reach out to invite another’s chaos into my life thinking I can make a difference. In saying chaos I am not judging and in fact am sure to others my life looks a little, if not a lot chaotic, at times. I sense that is because they are not in control and vice versa.
For me peace comes from allowing things to just be and reflects restraint, control of one’s self. So until recently I thought that when I reach out I have to be discerning about what I allow in. But today I recognize true enduring peace comes from allowing it all in plus allowing it all to be just what it is without need.
When I allow the silence to draw me to that place where I can feel my connection to all that is, I am learning to define myself by that connection rather than by my interaction with other humans.
I am learning to be enough al-one.I am learning to allow You to be You without judgment and assumptions.
I am learning to focus my mind on how I live my life, not how you live yours.
I am learning to be at peace in chaos taking ownership of mine but not yours.
Be at peace my friends–ALL WILL BE WELL because ALL IS WELL.
May You Feel Love [God] Enfold You
Namaste`
Mara
Comments (2)
sometimes doing nothing is just doing nothing. mara if you knew how little i do everyday you would be appauled.
RYC: Couldn’t agree with you more about the Col, Gen… parking spaces!!! Like the Post Commander spot at the commisary – really, how often does he shop? I’ve seen the ‘wife’ park there and I always bitched about it – I don’t see stars or a bird on her shoulder!!! This ‘ick’ is interesting. Fever comes and goes. Fluffy brain comes and goes. Don’t know about the Z&E, but I could use more garlic and onion!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now if I could just convince Companion to cook me a nice dinner – but he’s taking a nap.